Journey Addiction

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When looking for a flow state we immediately want to make drastic changes to our environment. Or to run to a totally different environment. Why is that?

In my teenage and early twenties years this desire manifested itself as rather unworkable visions of hoboing around the states. Living in forests. Or some remote set of cheap apartments whose antique spartan interiors would be the catalyst for lots of work.

Now approaching thirty I’ve come to view this as a form of procrastination.

That being said I don’t think this is necessarily just an adolescent phase.

Work is transformation and whether internal or external so is travel. These things are likely associated on a subconscious level. So it’s no wonder that folks of all ages crave pilgrimages of various stripes.

The idea of sequestering is not without merit. There’s a lot to be said with laying back after chopping up some fuel and watching the evening moon bob between swaying trees. It is a superb catalyst for creativity and flow states.

But for most folks camping trips are vacations. Yes, if you’re dedicated to being a crazy forest dwelling artist then it can become your life. But of course you now run the risk of the new normal. Perhaps getting over the lack of novelty is part of the art of longer journeys.

But…if that’s the case why not simply get over the lack of novelty right now and pull out that notebook?


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Idea Medley – Dealing With Interrupts, Vulgar vs Manners, and some Guitaring (Vlog)


Made this last night. Given hardware limitations it took three hours just to render two clips stuck together. Ain’t nothin spectacular just riffing on various odds and ends like: dealing with procrastination, what’s actually vulgar, and then there’s a bit of musical nonsense.

Was hoping to refine it but it was all I had time for.

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𓇽. The Sketch of Sam Monroe – Chapter 9.5 – Nullification 𓇽.

𓇽. 𓇽. 𓇽. 𓇽. 𓇽.


“Well you’re certainly supposed to be dead.”

“Am I?”

“Yes.”

“I am dead?”

“Yes.”

“And what are you?”

“This again…”

“Do you consider a period a sentence?”

I was tired of being riddled by ghosts.

“Well, sonny Jim I’ll answer for you. You are a period. I am a sentence.”

“More like a dime novel caricature.”

“Yes, much more.”

“So you’re just hanging out here in prehistory? All ethereal like? How’s that goin for ya?”

“Why can’t you divide by zero?”

“Because something being operated upon by nothing does not transform.”

“It doesn’t?”

“Yes, nothing happens.”

“How can nothing happen?”

“By not happening.”

“So, sonny Jim all this time you’ve been learning how to become undefined. Well, I am undefined. As such I am not dead. Nor am I strictly speaking alive.”

“Far out.”

‘Did Sam spritz some psilocybin onto my pork n beans again?’ I mused internally.

“This is far beyond psychedelics child.”

“That’s what all the mushrooms say.” Mind reading dead guys are a pretty strong indicator that your own brain is producing the experience.

“You will pass through the gate. Like me, you will pass through the gate as flesh. Death needs not be the mechanism of release if you pass through rightly.”

“I remember what happened to the last couple of assholes who thought they were Enoch.”

“You have not forced your way. So be as placid as a Zurich lake.”

“Poetic.”

“What is the ultimate sum?”

“Inifinity.”

“And what is infinity.”

“Forever.”

“No, what is the state of inifinity.”

“The ultimate sum.”

“Which is the addition of everything to everything, correct?”

“Sure.”

“And when you say that you have added everything to everything. Have you really transformed something?”

“You have done nothing.”

“So doing nothing is doing everything. Zero is the ultimate sum.”

“These games are amusing Colonel. But I’d much rather have coordinates.”

“You have a map. What you need is a key. Which I’ve just given you.”

“Ugh.” I sighed disdainfully.

“Digestion takes time with a zero sum game.” He said handing me a tea ball and vanished.


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Info Medley – Shindo Renmei, McNamara’s Morons, and Psychology is Structured Speculation

 


A wee history and idea medley regarding the somewhat obscure Shindo Renmei, ‘McNamara’s Morons, and the question of to what degree is Psychology a science.


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As We Were (Poem)

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When we speak of war

There is no warning

Spirits soar

Reason flanking

Banners roar

Jingoistic as we were

Masochistic as we’ll be

All for her

Mother mother see

Kali gaping

Maggot womb

No more talking

Just escaping to the tomb

As we were

So we are

Read red lore

Mars so bright yet not a star

Dust and echoes

As we were

So we are

Vicious Spur


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Why So Many Remakes? (Vlog)

When investors want a sure thing and artists no longer have a strong cultural foundation originality dies.

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Tea (Poem)

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I let it all sort of shake

Like a leaf on a twig

This double take

The way that they’d rig

Up a brain

Letting it fire

Again and again

Even if it’s only a liar

A lying machine

Iterates higher

Fills the latrine

With subtle manure

So that blossoms may sprout

The reasons for which we cannot be sure

If they’re about

To Establish About


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Momiji Hazushi (Poem)

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The evening is a brush

That paints strange portraits

Wild scenes all in a rush

Of wonders, loves, and hates

Wind that passess between branches

Dwindling light a pattern maker

Cascades meaning in avalanches

Summon now the undertaker

For apathy has passed beyond 

We live in light we live in shadow

In a sacred sort of bond

Intermingling to glow

As crimson petal

Of the waxing maple

All in one and one in All


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The Hits (Poem)

 

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You’re swimming in sentiment

Can’t reach reaction

Down in the basement

Gravity’s gaining traction

Would you say

Or would you sing

Would you play

Just for the ring

Fundamental symphony

How it orbits

Differs not in kind just by degree

These are the hits

They were the same

Till we showed up

And changed the name


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Wispy, Waify, and Wild (Poem)


She was just a dream

I guess that is my nightmare

All these sorts of things

They always interrupt me

This is why I stare

O so very blankly

As the hand ascends

And drops down

O so very slowly

Nothing ever ends

Wispy, waify, and wild


Note: For those who listened…I know it’s rough. These are actually just voice memos I make for myself so I remember the gist of vocal melodies (so called) that I make up. But…IMO (and I suppose I’m biased) they have a certain raw quality that I like. So I guess the point of this note is (1) gimmee a break, (2) give yourself a break and publish something! Cheers.


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