The Sketch of Sam Monroe – Chapter 8.2 – Sigil

 

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Chapter 8.1

 

We continued as if a trail of corpses wasn’t piling in our wake. Thornton’s fatal call never came. Stateside communication was as mundane and technical as ever. Was there some glitch that made ‘Langley’ miss the HAG – I log?

Our minds struggled frantically for answers. Graham reticent as ever would certainly not provide them. Lobo simply replied “Less hassle for us.”

Cook the de facto leader of the expedition couldn’t extract answers from anyone and was at a loss as to the probable identity of the dead. They weren’t tribals. Murmurs rippled through the expedition and yet no one bothered to confront Graham. We were the only ones that even dared to question him.

Everyone just sort of watched from a fearful distance.

It became a sort of grim show. Whenever Hoyt ventured into the wood…we’d gather in the spook tent like a suburban family watching a morbid sitcom.

The more we saw…the more confused we became. Since we never used the aerial drones at night to prevent tree induced collisions; the little robotic witch eyed climber was our awkwardly angled window into a world of silent death.

The first sighting that I mentioned was a mere accident that happened while Cook was playing with our toys. But having become obsessed with figuring out this fresh mystery we took more drastic measures.

We figured Graham’s location by placing a tracker in his boots. Just slipped one in as he slept. To be honest I think he let us.

If it was within range we’d send out the HAG – I. How Hoyt knew where the intruders would be is beyond any of us.

He’d simply appear. As if he were going to an appointment. We’d hear nothing but the tread of the enemy and the barely audible thwoosh of arrows splitting the jungle air. The stricken never cried aloud. The aim was deadly piercing either neck, heart, or lungs, once or twice the mouth.

The most disturbing discoveries occurred when we’d troop out to the kills. Obviously the limitations of High Agility Ground surveillance meant we could see maybe one or two kills. That of course was far from the reapers actual harvest. These were nightly slaughters. How was this martial force deployed? Who kept sending out these wolves to the slaughter?

The dead were invariably turned face down with their throats tidily slit. They were all wearing some sort of uniform. The pattern of the camo wasn’t that of any branch of any nations military that I knew. The fallen were equipped with night vision and some odd-looking assault rifles that resembled an M4 carbine.

Strangest of all each member carried daggers bearing the planetary seal of Saturn on the blade.

 


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The Sketch of Sam Monroe – Chapter 8.1 – The Roots are Thirsty

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Lucas was even less thrilled about waking earlier than early.

He stumbled to the spook tent with all the enthusiasm of a snail approaching salt.

It took what would otherwise have been a comically epochal span of time to realize the gravity of the situation.

“Wait….what…what the fuck…” He muttered as his eyes narrowed on the bichromal display.

Slowly, ever so slowly, his face turned ashen white. An effect rendered all the more impressive by his deep Amazonian sunshine induced bronzing.

Pai Nosso que estás no céu Santificado seja o vosso nome…” Cook muttered under his breath.

I didn’t know you were religious.” I said.

“I am not but sometimes one must…Ai meu Deus!”

“Nah…god damn is more like it.” Lucas interjected.

Perhaps…” Cook said looking as wistful as the cramped quarters could afford.

Lucas tugged at my shoulder.

I instantly recognized it as a prompt for private conversation.

“Excuse us Doctor Cook.” I said.

The doctor simply waved us away as he played and replayed the grim little video.

Lucas and I stepped into a thicket just outside the camp’s perimeter.

“Ok…what the hell is going on?”

“Your guess is as good as mine.”

“He’s….killing people…?” The statement trailed off into the tonal quality of a question.

Uh..yea..looks like it…”

“Why….”

“Fucked if I know…”

We both stared at our boots.

Your theory…might be right…”

“What theory…”

“This is real Alan…”

Yea…either that or he’s just gone mental…”

“Hoyt…old pussycat Hoyt with the soft gray eyes…the nerdy bent…he’s not even military for Christ’s sake…and since when in all fucks name does he hunt…”

“Since when does he hunt people…” I added.

“No something happened….” Lucas said. “Something far beyond the power of suggestion…”

Again we examined our boots as if they were the most interesting thing in the universe.

No wonder the natives avoid him. But…the thing that’s got me most bothered is why Lobo allows it.”

“What if he’s commanding it…” Lucas began.

“I dunno…I kinda wanna go back…”

“I don’t think we can…”

“Sure…just call it quits….if Cook and what was once Grahamathy wanna find some abomination in this god forsaken hell they can do it without our help…”

“Yeah…but Baird…if they do…they’ll have ultimate say…over whatever…whatever it is…”

“Is that the way it works?”

“I dunno…but it’s too risky to just let it unfold.”

“Fuck!” I stamped my foot against the ground.

Then as if I’d unwittingly performed some summoning spell Graham Hoyt emerged from the treeline with a pair of wild pigs in tow.

Lucas and I must have stared the oddest stare. Yet he was unflinching as he had been since the Luckadoo incident.

“What?” He asked.

“Where the hell have you been…?”

He was silent for a moment as if considering something.

“The roots were thirsty.”

And with that he made his way past us into the camp.


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Principle and Profit

The economic landscape has shifted dramatically. That is what we are told. It certainly seems to be true. I have my reservations but that’s beside the point. The validity of that statement isn’t the focus of this here essay.

No. What seems of utmost importance to weed (stoner laugh) out is whether this supposed shift is good. So for the sake of some truly Fractal – ‘integrative analysis’ let’s say that the Amazon cheerleaders are correct – brick and mortar is dead – human labor is soon to be obsolete.

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What are the pros…the cons…the ethics…if any?

There are those that say this will usher in a renaissance of creativity where people freed from the bonds of common toil will create Sistine Chapels whilst sat in their living rooms.

Thus far I don’t see much besides cat videos.

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An industry emerges…

But ok…this Utopia is on the way. Maybe cat portraits are how Michelangelo got his start. I’m game.

Suppose that we have a whole phalanx of virtuoso cellists selling their albums via Amazon to fund a perfected chemotherapy for dwarven children with cancerous buttocks.

Such nobility is surely good? Let’s all scurry to the altar of Bezos and use our Gen Z super powers to be a generation of thinkers, movers, and shakers who through the power of affiliate marketing make dwarven butt less tumorsome.

What of those who know nothing but crab fishing in a depleted bay?

Can everyman learn Javascript? (probably) Should he? Probably not. Seriously outlaw beards…now. Right now!)

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Ruby on Rails bought this axe. Which I bought specifically for this photo.

This to me is the crux of the problem the place where principle and profit diverge. I can’t for the life of me understand how a culture in which a teenager flatulating into a microphone has more economic prowess than a chowder soup cannery.

Don’t get me wrong. I think the post-industrial thing is kind of cool. But are we really there yet…and if we are…how cool is it…how sustainable is it?

There are many pundits masturbating with chafed abandon over the concept of meritocracy. I see the exact opposite of meritocracy. I see opportunism. Albeit one that is more often than not unwitting.

Herr Bezos IMO is someone who was at the right place at the right time. I’m sure he’s as clever a lad as any and don’t care to dwell on his character but he’s not that impressive. He was there when a technology emerged and was operating in a milieu where capitalizing on that technology proved succesful. A bit of code a bit of business savvy and boom…he’s basically richer than God.

And there are now a billion microbezos attending to their affiliate market feudal fiefdoms and shilling their ‘systems.’

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This didn’t prove as homoerotic as I’d hoped.

What precisely makes these systems possible? Is it merit? Is it genius? Is it meritorious, merit based boostrapping, asskicking 10 simple steps genius?

Or is it this:

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Seems to me that people still have to make things. And 3d printing is still quite a ways from conjuring a cozy three bedroom apartment in Seattle with the Iphone that it craves.

So if one has the choice to make something or to position oneself to sell things others make by learning how to weasel with SEO…and he chooses the former…

Is he a buffoon? A dinosaur? Or should the SEO beardo be less easily rewarded by a handholding matrix of taxcuts, backroom deals, and suburbanly available tech so easy my baby cousin could master it in his sleep. And then use it to buy himself Legoland…

I think that something is deeply amiss. And before we pop the champagne we should do some reflecting.


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Fractal Briefs | It’s ok to wear a tie


It’s ok to be a man.

It’s ok to have self respect.

It’s ok to have dignity.

It’s okay to not dress like you shop at GAP kids.


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Fractal Foo! – Chesapeake Blues – Nitrogen the new CO2

 

 

A bit of a rant I threw together while in one of my sourer moods. The subject is algal blooms and their effects on fisheries. Triggered in part by Jimmy Dore’s coverage of west coast fisherman suing energy companies for AGW. But mostly triggered by general ignorance and tribalism.

See prior video for relevant links (in the description)


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The Sketch of Sam Monroe – Chapter 8.0 – Night Ops

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‘As if we had a choice.’ I mused to myself as dawn tickled its way up my hammock pegs.

The haze of sleep dissipated slowly.

I wanted to lay there and sway forever in the sticky morn. My wish would not be granted.

Cooks boisterous tankroll of a gait disturbed my contented malaise.

“Senhor Baird! Senhor baird…come to the surveillance tent…come on…”

“Wuhh…” I shook my head.

I felt a strong hairy hand grip my wrist.

“Get up…get up! I have something to show you…”

I hung my feet over the edge of my suspended bunk.

“Dr. Cook…it’s too early to be this excited…”

I barely registered a look of incredulous rage.

“I would not risk your bitching for nothing….bichano…fucking Americans..”

I rolled my eyes and reached a hand down to examine my shoes.

“I already look. Comone on get dressed lez go!”

I groaned.

‘What the hell could be this important.’

I hardly saw any other fool stirring in the legion like camp.

My boot ensconced feet contacted a slightly sinking earth and I was off to our gizmo tent.

Cook had outpaced me by a country mile and was leaning over a console. As I stepped closer I noted Graham’s figure stooped over something in the black-white glow of night vision. It was HAG-I footage.

I leaned over Cooks shoulder to get a better look.

So what…Hoyt is bein a freak again..what else is new…” I muttered in disgust.

Cook’s face wheeled about and faced me; so few inches distant that I could bite his nose. These tents were cramped.

“Look closer…”

I did. An action which caused me to get just as excited as Cook.

Graham was leaning over a body.

Not the body of a pig or a peccary or any kind of wildlife…but the body of man…a decidely non native man with an arrow protruding from his chest.

I gasped audibly.

“I told you…this explain everything…about why Commander Lobo let him go alone in the Jungle…”

It was still too early for me to understand.

“Don’t you see…we are so unmolested…”

“Well…I mean uncle Jethro ain’t here…”

“Ugh…you Americans with your jokes…look….Senhor Baird…the fact that we have not had to deal with anyone for a week is not absolutely outre…but given the current climate…it is unusual…and there…” he said tapping the screen…”there is the reason why…there are simply no one to bother us…”

Cook was really worked up. His English never slipped this bad.

“Do you get it…he is killing people..”

I got it. I got it loud and clear. This was highly illegal…on multiple levels…and Thornton would skin us alive…it would be worse than Court Martials…Thornton would..Thornton….

I wheeled round and headed off towards Schmidt’s hammock.

Senhor Baird!”

I ignored Cook’s protestations.

No this was real…this was real alright…


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The Dos and Dont’s (Poem and Song)

 

 

 

The dos and dont’s

The was and wont’s

The fronts

The rears

The wars

The years

 O it was just a phase

 That’s what they’d  say

Funny turn of phrase

 Just one of those days

Yeah my son o son my son

Where are the suns rays

The poets are cannon crushed

For fools and whores

So we’re rushed

 Through the dos and dont’s

The was and wont’s

To the fronts

Just like gears

For the wars

 The fools and whores have fears

 That’s what they’dsay

If honesty was policy
Yet fools are ever dapper in their double tongue

Deception with felicity
Flays the virgin young
O nurse become a chef
Turn this pancake lad right over

He’s got no bottom half

Couldn’t duck for cover

Quiet quick enough

Yeah there was a fine parade

He was called a diamond in the rough

Left his better shade
Out somewhere in time

Cause we have to get paid
Elsewise its a crime
Responsibility that’s the rules
To feed the whores and fools
Keep them coddled warm in bed

Yeah they’ll send the poets
Till poems are dead
The dos and dont’s

The was and wont’s

Are ringing in my head
I am stern above the marble
Waiting in the tower

Sleeves are heavy
With tears Ill shower

Yes Ill shower clean
That which this wicked sphere has been

I do not worship

I am not worshiped
Soon I will be seen
Will be seen

Seen

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Pardon the Mess


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The Sketch of Sam Monroe – Chapter 7.9 – The Arch-Druid

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The satellite view was deceptive. Google maps reveals an impressive looking patchwork of highways in the Mato Grosso and all throughout Brazil. Labeled with such bureaucratically soporific appellations as MT 101. Yet, these thin lines stretching like gossamer serpents to overgrown pioneer towns were nothing but dust in a vast ocean of green.

So knowing that we could eventually break through to another highway should the need arise, wasn’t as comforting a thought as one might suppose.

These were the things I pondered as I watched Lucas shoo a stick bug the size of a forearm off of his pack.

That thing is almost as scary as Graham.”

“You mean Jeeves?”

Schmidt chuckled. “Jeeves…?”

“Or maybe he’s more of a Bertie Wooster.”

“What the hell are you talkin bout man?”

“Guess you Krauts are just that uncultured.”

“I’m American man...U..S…A – U….S….A – U…S…A – U…S…A!”

“I wouldn’t be proud of ignoring the glory of Stephen Fry no matter my origin.”

“Can’t ignore what you don’t know.”

“That’s the definition of ignorance.”

“Whatever.”

We sat for a bit in the fold out chairs appreciating the familiarity of the fire rather than the warmth. The polyglot chatter of the voices mixed with twilight and the occasional cry of howler monkeys had a surreal effect. God, my legs ached. Even more so my feet. Even with the best gear the planet had to offer there was no way, no precaution, no circumspection that would allow you to adequately address the damp. I had athletes foot. I had it bad.

“Fuck.” I cursed.

“I’m not into dudes.”

“Don’t flatter yourself, if I go gay I’m goin for old bedroom eyes over there,” I said flicking a thumb in the direction of one of the Brazilians with especially large liquid brown eyes that seemed to ever be on the verge of weeping.

“Pffft….my ass is better.”

“I thought you weren’t gay.” I laughed.

“Just cause I’m straight doesn’t mean I’m not vain.”

“Glam rock kid?”

“Yep.”

Our banter was a silent pact to balm the weirdness. Graham had become eerily good at hunting. I’d never known him to hunt. In all the years I’d spent with him…I’d never heard him mention hunting. Nor did I know that he could carve out, string, and pull a long bow.

What was stranger was that no one stopped him. Brancos were not supposed to hunt on tribal lands. Yet no one stopped him. The Kuikuros and other tribes among us were terrified of him. The Brazilians disliked his taciturn nature, and the terseness of his replies. As for Lobo and his mercenaries they were far too busy keeping watch on the brush. The latin spec-ops guy also seemed to have gained a deep respect for old Hoyt.

Which is why he made no attempt to stay the silent stride that carried the lanky predator beyond the perimeter.

What I don’t understand is how he’s able to get close to anything with that reek.” Sam remarked.

“Yeah…”

Hoyt had continued smoking like a chimney throughout the week. I could always smell him before I could hear him.

“So, I guess we have to talk about it…” I said after yet another prolonged silence.

“Let’s not and say we did.” Lucas said.

“Yeah…you tasted that Finnish pussy…you should appreciate Suomi wisdom…silence is sacred.”

“Fancy yourself an ascetic now motormouth?”

Sam flicked his tongue between a piece sign. “Motormouth is what your mom calls me.”

“O yea…score that postmenopousal tang…ya tiger!” Schmidt rolled his eyes.

“Jesus Christ guys…I’m serious what do you think is going on here…”

Lucas sighed.

“What do you mean?”

“I mean you can’t tell me that this is actually real…”

“Well it is…we’re here, wet and miserable as fuck, likely to die of dysentery or oversaturation at any given tickby of a god damn second.”

No I mean…I don’t think Thornton is a Gman at all…I don’t think we’re really propogandists…or shrinks…or drug manufacturers…”

Each of us eyed our boots uncomfortably.

“I think he’s the arch-druid and we’re bringing him the vestal virgins on a silver fucking platter.”

“You guys wanna…call it quits…”

Slowly we all shook our heads.


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Fractal Radio | Episode 30 – Science vs Politics (Case Study)


This little episode was prompted when one of my favorite pundits, Jimmy Dore, discussed the plans of some fisherman to sue oil companies for causing global warming. Which said fisherman implicate in their troubles catching fish.

I point out that nitrification from agriculture and urban sources is a much stronger causal link for marine life dieoffs.

I then launch into a broader discussion of the fact that science does not work by consensus, and dissect the ‘97% of scientists agree’ claim.

The boundary between science and politics needs to be understood and respected.

Thanks for watching.


JDS| https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HyHn6a1lx78

Forbes| https://www.forbes.com/sites/alexepstein/2015/01/06/97-of-climate-scientists-agree-is-100-wrong/#5a85247e3f9f

Algal Blooms | http://www.thebaynet.com/articles/0515/harmful-algal-blooms-more-frequent-in-the-chesapeake-bay.html

Crichton Quote | https://www.goodreads.com/quotes/344539-i-want-to-pause-here-and-talk-about-this-notion


 

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