Late (Poem)

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Always

Stringy just stretching

Way too thin

Reaching

Way too far

Searching

For the guiding warmth from some distant star

Ever on the horizon

Never within grip

Always it lies on

Some surface from which it’s too easy to slip

So the muscles  they tense and they strain

Just for a radar blip

The burning of sinew and brain

Now it is late

And I find no respite

Nothing will sate

The thirst for the light


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So I had a cigar… (Vlog)


When even the establishment pines for the 80’s.


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Journey Addiction

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When looking for a flow state we immediately want to make drastic changes to our environment. Or to run to a totally different environment. Why is that?

In my teenage and early twenties years this desire manifested itself as rather unworkable visions of hoboing around the states. Living in forests. Or some remote set of cheap apartments whose antique spartan interiors would be the catalyst for lots of work.

Now approaching thirty I’ve come to view this as a form of procrastination.

That being said I don’t think this is necessarily just an adolescent phase.

Work is transformation and whether internal or external so is travel. These things are likely associated on a subconscious level. So it’s no wonder that folks of all ages crave pilgrimages of various stripes.

The idea of sequestering is not without merit. There’s a lot to be said with laying back after chopping up some fuel and watching the evening moon bob between swaying trees. It is a superb catalyst for creativity and flow states.

But for most folks camping trips are vacations. Yes, if you’re dedicated to being a crazy forest dwelling artist then it can become your life. But of course you now run the risk of the new normal. Perhaps getting over the lack of novelty is part of the art of longer journeys.

But…if that’s the case why not simply get over the lack of novelty right now and pull out that notebook?


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Idea Medley – Dealing With Interrupts, Vulgar vs Manners, and some Guitaring (Vlog)


Made this last night. Given hardware limitations it took three hours just to render two clips stuck together. Ain’t nothin spectacular just riffing on various odds and ends like: dealing with procrastination, what’s actually vulgar, and then there’s a bit of musical nonsense.

Was hoping to refine it but it was all I had time for.

I still got a more in depth look at McNamara, Shindo Renmei, and Psychology on my other channel later in the week. Thanks for watching.

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Info Medley – Shindo Renmei, McNamara’s Morons, and Psychology is Structured Speculation

 


A wee history and idea medley regarding the somewhat obscure Shindo Renmei, ‘McNamara’s Morons, and the question of to what degree is Psychology a science.


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As We Were (Poem)

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When we speak of war

There is no warning

Spirits soar

Reason flanking

Banners roar

Jingoistic as we were

Masochistic as we’ll be

All for her

Mother mother see

Kali gaping

Maggot womb

No more talking

Just escaping to the tomb

As we were

So we are

Read red lore

Mars so bright yet not a star

Dust and echoes

As we were

So we are

Vicious Spur


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Why So Many Remakes? (Vlog)

When investors want a sure thing and artists no longer have a strong cultural foundation originality dies.

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Tea (Poem)

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I let it all sort of shake

Like a leaf on a twig

This double take

The way that they’d rig

Up a brain

Letting it fire

Again and again

Even if it’s only a liar

A lying machine

Iterates higher

Fills the latrine

With subtle manure

So that blossoms may sprout

The reasons for which we cannot be sure

If they’re about

To Establish About


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Momiji Hazushi (Poem)

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The evening is a brush

That paints strange portraits

Wild scenes all in a rush

Of wonders, loves, and hates

Wind that passess between branches

Dwindling light a pattern maker

Cascades meaning in avalanches

Summon now the undertaker

For apathy has passed beyond 

We live in light we live in shadow

In a sacred sort of bond

Intermingling to glow

As crimson petal

Of the waxing maple

All in one and one in All


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